I think I always feel like the biggest one in the room.
Even when I was little and in primary school I felt that way, but when I look back I was actually really fine.
I've actually had a lot of those "Oh dear" moments... when mum would try to suggest as kindly as possible that I wear something different.
But it REALLY hit me when I went to the snow with my boyfriend and friends last winter.
I had to be weighed for skis and when I jumped on the scales (while everyone else was busy thank god) the guy weighing me looked so shocked. I actually saw his eyebrows jump like in the cartoons! Or maybe it was this...
And I refused to take my boots and bag off because I wanted my actual weight to be ambiguous to him... so he was kind enough to minus some kilos from the total. But it probably wasn't necessary...
I wasn't hugely overweight, but it was much bigger than I was when I started Weight Watchers 4 years earlier.
It was a real wake up call... Especially when I was weighing a lot more than my boyfriend who is a couple of feet taller!