Tomorrow a girlfriend, whom I haven't seen for about 7 years, is coming to visit. Last time she saw me I was about 10kgs lighter and now I feel rather embarrassed. She is bringing her new boyfriend....another embarrassment because he is a model and a kickboxing instructor
......and I am just a frumpy thing at the moment!!! She is a stunner. Always has been. And I feel very humble around her. Thats sort of why I haven't gone out of my way to see her for the last however many years its been. We went to school together. Started kindy together etc. So I'm not looking forward to it. I know deep down that it will all be fine and there really isn't much I can do about it but it's still a little frustrating that she is going to see me this size. It's like going to a school reunion, except I only had 1 days notice!!! So I will just hold my head high and smile and tell her I am happy with my life! Which is true, just not 100% happy with my weight! But hey that's ok.