well, i have some fantastic news.. no sadly alex doesn't like me i don;t think, he hasn't replied to me all week, i got a really good job offer!!! it's customer service working for a large health provider, and it's what i have been wantign for ages.. so i feel really happy today, finally it seems life is turnign around for me, i have had so many dissappointments in my life, finally , something good is happening.. it;s a full time job, just have to work out things re my daugjhter, she will have to come home alone, my parents are o/s right now, but they shoudl help out when they return. and, there miight be new man on the horizon, although the situation he is in is unusual.. but we spoke last night for almost 3 hours, and he was nothing like i thought, very calm and quietly spoken but he liked to talk , like me!! i feel so energised, i think it is the combination of the job offer, and talking to him, i feel happy, which is something i haven;t felt for a long time, finally, i am getting it together, and i think i will be ok... has anyone experienced a conversation with someone where you feel so much connection adn chemistry? well, i haven; met him yet, but really, it awoke something within me, adn he kept saying how sweet i sound and very feminine! anyway, i am still on track with eating too, although i think i will have a few celebratory drinks tonight!! chubby, how is your man?