It has been a very long time (May 9th 2009 last log in!) I lost about 17Kg during 2008 and found this site a great support! Hence why I am back!
I have put on all the weight I had lost plus about another 4Kg It's time to face the hard slog again. I need some help. I want to loose the weight...again (3rd time lucky) but all I can see is the hard slog ahead. I worked so hard last time and I don't think I can face it again. 12 months to get it off and less than 8 months to put it all back on again.
I can't seem to get my head in the right place. I am fat, unhappy and angry with myself which should be more than enough motivation, but why can't I find that motivation that I had in 2008?
I know you will say that you really need to want to loose the weight to find the motivation, I am trying-hence being back on here and watching my diet, I have my first session with a new personal trainer this weekend. I wonder...will I ever get considerably slimmer?
Sorry to right such a depressing thread! I don't have any "Fat" friends who would understand the way I feel. I needed to get that off my chest