DONT GIVE UP!!
Think of it this way, you are eventually going to have to go through this to get the weight off. There is no way around it. There will always be the self sabotage, the unmotivated 3 week slump, the rude comments, the lack of finances.
If you give up now, you are just going to have to restart some time in the future. I can't tell you how annoying it is to slog your guts out and lose some weight, only to regain it. I wish i hadn't of given up all the times i have previously lost weight. I have lost 20-30 kilos countless times and then i give up and regain!
I have decided that this is the absolute last time i will be losing weight. Make that decision for yourself too.
The only way you can fail is if you walk away from this now. Push yourself, push yourself harder than you ever have before.
You don't need to spend $150 on censored. You can lose the weight through regular healthy eating. Just write out a basic plan for yourself and stick to it. That's what i do and it's working.
SW: 121.3kg - 20/04/2010
First Goal: 109 kilos (Losing 10% of my body weight)
Second Goal: 99 kilos (Getting out of triple digits)
Third goal: 85 kilos (Getting back to a weight where i felt more like ME)
Ultimate long term goal: 60 kilos (Losing half of my start weight)