I am so exhausted and I feel like just saying stuff it I'll go and eat what I like.
It is so hard trying to keep things running smoothly between my husband (Gerry) and my son (Gary). My son has a quite a few mental problems after many years of drug abuse, he has to be on medication for the rest of his life. He gets so frustrated with having to take his medication that it's a constant worry that he will stop as he has done before and then he looses the plot and has to be hospitalised but that is only after he's totally out of control and the police are also involved. This always happens around Christmas time.
Gerry gets so frustrated with him because he doesn't help him enough (with our business) and that he always has to ask him to do anything and then be told "I'll do it later". He wants Gary to think and go and do things without him having to tell him everything.
I know it's not much that Gerry asks of him and I too get so frustrated with him at times but as the Doctor told us Gary's Brainwaves are all over the place and he actually has holes in his brain. I know he does try but Gerry can't always see that and I'm in the middle.
I'm sorry for rambling but after they had words this morning I totally exploded at both of them then stormed off and did some work outside and now I'm sore and sorry for myself because I got burnt in the sun.