Boys and girls this time I WILL get the body I've always wanted. Having been a chubby kid (and subsequently been taunted by judgemental kids) and losing some weight in my teens then gaining and losing weight continuously ever since, I have been MANY different sizes. Every time I lose weight I'll keep it off for a little while then I pile the kilos back on. I have never been at the point where I was not only satisfied but in love with my body.
I figure that if I reach a point where my clothes fit perfectly and I feel comfortable every time I leave the house (without thinking people are staring at my wobbly bits) then I'll have no reason (nor desire) to gain the weight back. Ok so I know no woman will EVER be TOTALLY content with her body but I plan to get as close as possible.
I WILL have a body that I can be proud of and I WILL have the confidence to make something of myself...we all have the potential.
So make a pledge with me now brothers and sisters (cue climaxing organs) WE WILL BE HOT!!!
And to ensure I stay on track I have set up a file on my computer called "weight loss" full of empty folders ready for me to put my weekly progress photos and a "weight and measurements" table PLUS a folder full of "thinspirational" photos of hot celebs and models with the body I want (think Heidi Klum post pregnancy not Mischa Barton).
Wish me luck...not that I'll need it this time
(can you sense my false confidence...gotta fake it 'til you make it)