I went from a size 12 to a size 24 after gaining 43 kgs during pregnancy ( i think I ate for 30!
) I didnt really have one moment that made me decide 'this is it' I had many little ones that pushed me to this decision-
Breaking a garden chair at a party infront of 50 people
Ripping my pants when I bent down to pick up my baby
Being too big for even some plus sized clothes
Numerous times (even recently) having people yell things at me and call me fat a$$ fat pig etc
Having zero self esteem
Getting puffed out just walking to the letterbox
Having a car full of P platers honk at me and burst out laughing
Wearing ugly fat granny clothes (and Im only in my twenties!)
Having an argument with an ex friend and him saying to me 'fatty want another cream pie' why dont you go eat something you fat a$$
Truth is, I never really thought I had that much of a problem until random ppl I dont know started saying stuff to me...Ive had this chat before, but I dont know how peopl can be so heartless!
My main reason of course is because I want to LIVE my life, not hide away as I do now cos Im too embarrassed of the way I look...i want to be around for my little boy for a lONG time yet,I dont want him to miss out on life because I chose to hide in my home and dont want kids to tease him about his fat mummy...oh, and Im sick of being single