Sorry, i posted this in the wrong spot before, so maybe Kate can delete my last one
I think the title says it all!
I think i might do some ringing around today and see if I can find a counsellor that specialises in eating disorders...the bingeing is getting worse...rather than most days or a few times a week, it is every day, sometimes more than once a day without fail...the binges are getting bigger, and IM getting bigger...before I joined this forum I had managed to lose weight (last year thanks to ww) and got down to 92 kgs...the bingeing has helped me go from 92 kgs in February to 117 (probably more, havent weighed myself in the last few days) in just 4 and a bit months...that is really scary... I am eating myself to death and as much as I want to lose the weight and get healthy I just cant seem to stop. I think i need to get some proffessional help...you have all been such a huge support to me..in so many ways...I dont have all that many 'real life' friends, and as much as I try to get help and support from my family, they just dont get it ( as much as they try to) My mum and dad think its a case of me choosing to eat like this, and 'eat less and exercise more and you'll be fine' they try to help, but sometimes it feels more like they are picking on me than helping, if you know what I mean? I think I have always binge eaten, even as a kid, but never to this extent...it got really bad a few months ago (to the point I cant control it) after a good friend of mine committed suicide... Ive had some other stresses too, but nothing all that major.. Anyway, I dont want to end up 200 kilos or dead...and I really need help...so yeah, thats the plan..Ill keep you all updated.