Thanks so much for your imput everyone!
Bunty- Sometimes i wish there was some magic answer or word that would put it all into place for us all really! LOL Sometimes for me it is a daily, even per meal battle, but i have to remember the bigger picture of why im doing this. Im not ready to give up the fight just yet! Thank you.
Help6363- Thanks that got me thinking more about my rewards as the ones i set arent really valid anymore as my goal weight changed and i never bothered to update them! I might look at smaller rewards every 2 kgs now and a big one at 5kgs, I used to do a similar thing with the jar (last weightloss round) i would put $5 every kg to spend on new clothes, worked for a while, til my no food rules hoilday! thank you
tegan- your right it is impossible to keep up all the time, maybe i should quit being so hard on myself for not being perfect and admit its ok to struggle sometimes! Thank you
Mike- I know i know it! I gotta chill out a bit!! Thank you
Bella baby- You brought me a 'click' moment! LOL Its not like i wont go to the reunion if i dont weigh under 70kgs, so what the hell am i causing myself undue stress for when it doesnt really matter!!!! Thank you for saying such nice things about me, you have picked me up
So new game plan, chill out, keep chugging at it, it will happen when its ready. Ive been overweight for such a long time does it really matter if it takes an extra month or 2 to lose the weight?? NO!!!