Woohoo, congratulations for making it to the maintenance area! You've just reminded me that I need to update my maintenance page - will do that later! As Sandra said, you deserve to be here, all of your determination and hard work has paid off!!
I too am afraid of gaining back any of the weight I've lost, but I've found maintenance to be pretty easy!! Everyone told me that it was the hard part, but I've found that as long as you keep your exercise up, eat well most of the time with occassional treats, it's manageable and not as hard as people say! I think some people make it harder than it has to be because they think that because they've lost the weight, suddenly they can go back to the way they ate that made them fat in the first place!!
Anyway, enough of my babble, CONGRATULATIONS again, I'm looking forward to reading all about your maintenance