Well you have come to the right place, this forum is extremely supportive & motivating. Have a read of some of the others stories & to see that you're not the only one who has hit rock bottom. We are all in this together, if you ever need to vent, want some encouragement or anything just post a thread.
Chin up & know that you have made the first step by coming here, now all you need to do is kick start your lifestyle change & your on the way to a slimmer new you.
Shout out if you need anything