I dont expect to lose all my weight really quickly. i know that it could take ages, even years, and im ok with that. Considering how much i already weigh, i really dont want to put on more. I didnt think i had put on weight, i was expecting to be the same.
i take in the required calories, and sometimes even more if i feel my milk is a bit low, i know this could stop me losing weight... but i didnt think i would gain.
also i dont work out if im low, i just rest as that helps my milk go back up.
i try to take in like 1500 a day. as im breastfeeding and i work out everyday, sometimes i have more.
I know weight can go up and down especially while breastfeeding. depending on how much the lil one has eaten before hand and what not.. so i just hope thats it.
I got really big in my pregnancy, but i lost alot of it within the first few weeks after the birth as i had alot of fluid retention, my feet were round.
my baby is three months and a bit. I am doing this for health, i have always tried really hard to be healthy, only eating organic foods and such, trying to chose the healthier ulternative, but after a bad marriage i ate my emotions in my pregnancy, and became huge. I am in the lower end of the obese range. im 170 cm. i know its sounds bad... but i must admit, i carry it well.. if thats possible
Im just trying to get back into things, trying to pick myself back up. So i can raise my daughter to the best of my ability.
I am focusing on being a mum, and i do really care about health first and formost, i just think its difficult to be the best mum you can be when you have alot of extra weight that impedes on your activies.
also im worried its only going to get harder when i go back to uni, as i gain weight very easily, i always have done.
But you guys are right, i think it was just the initial shock of seeing that censored number again. Thanks heaps.. and also excuse me, im not usually a drama queen