Now you can see what a fatty boom bah I am.
Had our family Christmas yesterday with my mum, sister and all the kids we have between us (bar two...they're in Perth right now)
Anyway, mum, sister (Sharon), sister's partner and I...we are all *grossly overweight*...and it seems I top all of the women...with more centimeters as well as kilos.
Sharon, my mother and I all did arm, leg and waist measurements and wrote them down in our diaries. The idea is we are going to lose the weight between now and next Christmas family gathering and then re-compare.
My measurements were:
Waist 127.50cm Arms (upper) 36.5cm Leg (upper) 67cm
Ok...I know Im 'stuck'. Think it's mostly self-esteem related. And every time I see a photo like the one Ive pointed people to, I think OH MY GODDDDD! and feel like dieing. I don't SEE myself like this in my mind until I SEE myself.
My biggest, most pressing problem and challenge is night-time binging. That is what brings me undone every time!