I need to have a vent. I am so over this, I really am. I started a diet on 1st Septamber because I relaised I am not going to reach my goal and be able to wear a singlet and jeans in summer and be comfy in it. I have tried so many times, and I just cant do this. By day 3 I was eating pizza and i havnt stopped eating crap. Whats wrong with me... I have treid ww, tony furerson and watched what I am eating etc but by the day 2 comes around i am bindging again. Why am I doing this... ????
I have gotten to a point where its really getting me down again. I weigh 86kg, 170cm tall and I know I have a problem because now when i walk I can feel my stomach moving and its so depressing.
I have a dietion appointment this week and I hope to god, I get some answers from her. Its my last chance or I am giving up completly...
Everyday this week, I have set my alarm at 7am so I can go for a walk before work but with out realising I am pushing the snooze button and have 30 min to get up and get to walk, maybe its a concience thing and its telling me something, I dont know.
I have tried to leave this board because it can really upset me seeing everyone lose weight, I have been on here for ages now and have lost nothing... so I dont really deserve beign on here if you know what I mean...
But when I am not on here, I eat worse....
Does it sound like I have a foos problem, do you think?
I WANT IT SO BAD
Every 5 kilos off= Pandora Charm
SW: 86kg 31/8/06
Rule your mind or it will rule you.You may delay, but time will not !!!