Hi again all...
Thanks for your support - you're all so very very wonderful!! I'm glad I got to cry about what was getting me down, personally, I find that once I have a big cry and a whinge I get over it and just do it. And I have... well so far!
Yesterday, I decided that I would commit to doing any study at all, and just sleep late, go to the gym, watch some TV and stuff - and turns out that I felt so good and clear-headed that I ended up doing about 1/4 of my assignment last night! Yaya
I think I'm back on track, but I wont say it just yet just in case I jinx myself :p
Tarz - with the whole lean cuisine things I can't eat them because of my bowel condition, a lot of them have things in there that disagree with me. My husband is a feeder, he continuously overfeeds me, but luckily he's started going to school again and will soon have a job which means that I am in charge of food
At least now I can make something for myself while everyone else has something else. Hehehe suckers :p
Thank you all for your kind words and helpful suggestions
You're all so inspiring to me.