lemmish wrote:Blah blah blah, teenage crisis.
I've been seeing this guy for over a year. When I say 'seeing' I mean in every aspect (including being told that he loved me) apart from actually being called his 'girlfriend'. He didn't want a relationship, he was afraid to commit, etc. And now, he's gone and got himself a girlfriend. I don't understand why I'm so upset when I knew that there was never going to be anything more that what was. Stupid teenage emotions.
So I'm kind of falling back into that spiral of self-doubt. Thinking if I'm not good and beautiful enough for him, I never will be for anyone else.
Finding it realllly hard not to find comfort in food like I used to.
Hey darl, don't kick yourself, if he couldn't see the beauty you have inside and out then he's not the right guy for you. I know when you have given a lot to a relationship, whether it will work out or not, it's quite upsetting when it ends, and you sometimes wonder what YOU did wrong. But don't give up, you are a strong women and don't let anyone, including yourself tell you otherwise! Sometimes WE are our worst enemy. You have made a massive change in your life, losing weight and getting fit, so instead of doubting yourself and putting yourself down, pick yourself up and BELIEVE that you are worth so much more! Instead of using food for comfort hun, go out and do something for YOU, whether it's a massage, new haircut, get your nails done, or buy a gorgeous dress and go out and have some fun!
All the best hun
Starting weight: 114.9kgs
Current Weight: 110.1kgs
Goal weight: 65kgs
Starting Measurements: Chest: 114cms, Waist: 107cms, Hips: 127cms, Thigh: 73.5cms, Upper arm: 49cms
Current Measurements: Chest: 105cms, Waist: 103cms, Hips: 125cms, Thigh: 67cms, Upper arm: 45cms
Wk 1: -2.1kgs
Wk 2: -1.5kgs
Wk 3: +1.6kgs
Wk 4: -2.7kgs
Wk 5: -0.8kgs
Wk 6: +0.7kgs
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