first of all I am so glad i found this website! =]
my name is bianca and im 18 and i weigh 78kg and im 5'6. i have always been overweight, more when i was younger and got teased about it a lot! i like to sing and dance and act, i play the guitar and piano and write songs and when i was in year 10 i released an EP.
a lot of things have been bad for me this past few months. i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety in year 12, rumours were spread about me by one of my best friends that i slept with multiple guys and i was called a slut, i was drugged and sexually abused by someone i called friend, my mums ms got worse and she has now lost use of her entire right arm (she also cannot walk and hasnt for as long as i can remember) and my dog died while i was on schoolies and i had to go home because i couldnt stop crying. all this crappy stuff has made me want to do something good for myself, something to make me happy. By the end of the year i want to wear a bikini and be comfortable! i have always been big and for once i want to wear a bikini and not cover up, i just want to go to the beach with my friends, or chill by the pool and not wear a t-shirt and shorts! so thats why im here, to hopefully get encouraging words from everyone, and to encourage everyone else too! starting tomorrow im heading to the gym nice and early, and starting a new healthier diet! yay! =]
thanks for reading xoxo