Reading how everyone is coping with this weightloss journey we are all on has inspired me to start a journal again. I have been overweight all my life, I know the reasons why and everytime I think I'm winning the battle I sabotage myself. I put this weight on as a proctection and now I can't convince my mind I don't need to be protected anymore.
I did Sure Slim in 05 & 06 and lost almost 30 kilo's, so I know I can do it. Unfortunately due to probs with my foot and knee I have allowed it to creep back up. I damaged both knees in a car accident when I was 14, my right knee has no knee-cap which makes the excersising difficult and carrying all this weight does not help it.
I have large massive Fibryoids and the Doc say's because of the size of them I will need a Hysterectomy (sp) so I need to loose a lot of weight before then. The last op I had they had trouble waking me up so I need to loose quite a bit before, I only have till March so I have to get serious now.
I have also developed an allergy to something and have a very sore itchy rash on my arms, legs, stomach and back so I have an appointment with a skin specialist this week to find out what is causing it. It's driving me mad
I will weigh myself on Friday and put a ticker up.