Thanks guys sorry for the outburst was just so frustrated. I haven't seen DS since Monday, I know he's not taking his meds because they are here. Have sent him text msg but other than saying Centrelink have cut him off and he didn't get a payment yesterday he's not talking. I have no idea why he has been cut off probably because he hasn't filled out a form right and at the moment he would not be capable of anything. I spoke to his Doc yesterday and he said he is borderline detainable!!!! Hello this is a person who can't even speak a whole sentence that we can understand????? He has an appointment with his Doc in the morn I will send him a reminder tonight then in the morn I will ring the Doc an say he he hasn't been taking his meds and he is not functioning and we are getting people ringing us saying he is doing silly things. I will give him his mobile number so that if he doesn't show he can ring him. There is no one else he would go to it is just us.
I have no idea what my weight is at the moment, I have not been to bad (other than the wine
) so hopefully it will stay the same till things settle down. DH's family have decided that his mother can no longer be on her own and have made a roster so that someone is with her everyday, it will be my turn on Tuesday then on Friday I will have to go to my father an spend the day & night with him as it would have been mum's birthday and I don't think he should be on his own. Why do I always think of everyone else, I need to be selfish and just think of myself for a change.
I will one day but just not at the moment.