well lovely ladies, considering i have an exam in an hour and a half i'm feeling mighty fine

i messaged the boy (i'm just going to call him that, it's easier lol) last night cos i was freaking out about my exam - i didn't wake him luckily, but he did wake me up at 4am

mostly my fault though - he didn't realise he would wake me and i had my phone on loud so i wouldn't sleep through my exam lol. we ended up messaging for 4 hours (probably one of the best conversations i've ever had

) which was totally awesome. it just feels so different, i can't explain it. i love talking to him so much though, but it sucks so much that we're so far apart. sorry, rambling, excited lol.
i'm back to eating like normal now - back to eating all my meals which is good. however, eating lots of junk - chocolate, cake, biscuits etc had a good dinner last night though - steak and salad, and having a chicken toasted sandwich now.
starting to get a bit nervous about the exam though - it's open book so i've barely studied (plus a bit too much time spent with the boy...

oops) plus don't know what to expect as we were only given a couple of practice questions at the end of a couple of lectures. not much i can do about it now i realise, but still a bit worried!
one more tomorrow as well and then i'm done til feb! i'm so excited i can't wait for it all to be over. back to work on thursday - going to pick up some more shifts so i can start saving for my shopping trip, as well as my plane ticket (eventually) to the US. can't wait!
gotta run, back later
xx