yep gordz, huuuuuge self control there
ok so i haven't been around lately, but i've been taking it easy - it was my 21st birthday on thursday, we went out for a beautiful dinner with my family and my boy, had a party on saturday night, lots of leftover cake (there's still lots left too!) as well as having an exam just before that so lots of convenience eating. i ate pretty much whatever i wanted, being my 21st and all, and let the celebrations carry on. i had a fantastic time, and given the chance, i'd do it exactly the same next time.
i hopped on the scales yesterday morning and to my surprise i was about 58.5-59kg. So very happy with that, even with all my eating over the past week or so.
also have just started BC so will see how that affects it, hopefully not at all
i went to the gym this morning for a reappraisal - although my last one was in sept 2007 - and since then i've lost 7kg (according to their scales - doesn't seem like much though
) as well as 6cm from my hips and.... almost 20cm from my waist! that was the shocker
i've got a program set up now so i can go and do weights as well, so i will hopefully follow that for the next 8 weeks, and then have a reassessment. We are planning a trip down south for 3 nights with D and some of his friends, so hopefully i will be looking much better in a bikini by then
the only thing is, last night we were talking and D was saying that i have the perfect body and it is so amazing etc....... what happens if i lose a bit of weight and tone up and he doesnt like it???? i sont want to do so much work to have him not like it, or to find me less attractive or whatever. i'm scared. i don't know what to do about it. any help or suggestions are GREATLY appreciated