It is currently Thu Mar 30, 2017 4:12 am
electrongirl wrote:I just want to say think you to those who commented on here.
After I posted this I wanted to delete it straight away. But I didn't.
I worried about how you would all think of me.
I just felt I needed to get it out there. I offer so much advice to people and feel I have some great friends on here, but I felt like a fraud in the sense that no one really knows me.
No one nows that for most of my life I have felt anxious. That I have felt guilty. Unloved.
I have a beautiful husband who adores me. Sometimes I have no idea why.
I love my son so much and he loves me. I feel guilty for giving him up when he was little to his father, and even though he is with me now and has such a better life, I cannot forgive myself.
So many things crowd my head and some how I smile and fake it. People often say I'm so bright and cheery..
If only they knew.
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