I havent read your blog, but I can only imagine... I've only come through a few of your threads and just by your avi pic, I can tell that you have a very strong spirit, it really does come across strongly to me, and I'm all the way in New Zealand
as we all know, "Adversity makes us stronger"
and although we dont really know each other, I'd feel privledge to be your friend..
Keep smiling nikki and press on through no matter what may come your way..
*FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION*
"You must begin to think of yourself as becoming the person you want to be."