ok, so I have only lost half of that, but still have much more to go, but already I am struggling with the head issues. I will eat a packet of timtams just to subconciously sabotage my weightloss effots.
I hate the comments in real life, and stumble for words to reply. why cant i just say, oh thankyou, but instead I gloss over it, change subject or deny any loss.
I am scared of the new body I will get.
I have always hidden behind my fatnes, and as much as a crave to be a skinnier person, I am also scared white to be going there.
major head wars for me.