Oh no Ally that must have been terrible! BUt it's a good thing, because it's made you more determined to beat this thing and get to a healthy weight!
My turning point was probably when I was asked to get off a ride at an amusement park (Adventure World, for the perthies) because I was so big, the safety thing wouldn't click into place on me. Everyone stared, people laughed.. it was so humilating!
That will NEVER happen to me again. I'll NEVER be that big again.
Same for you Ally - take comfort in the knowledge that in a short while, you WILL be in the boat.. or even skiing (who knows?)!!
We all know you can do it. Look how far you've come already! I'm sure your family is very proud of you.